Monday, June 1, 2015

Loathe ye, Road


Why does loving always end up in a woeful goodbye?
Lips of yours moved in a dulcet "Hi" as I walk by.
Dear It felt so good, I seemingly ascended the sky.
But as our ways diverged; sadness has existed high.

Your named used to trigger my endorphins.
But now it have turned to a gist can't seem to sink in.
You used to call me Aphrodite.
Never thought how much a flimflam it could be.

There are some things who ought to deceive.
Ain't anyone should be too gullible to believe.
You've hurt me once, torned me twice.
And this numb I am, still have rolled the dice.

Perhaps, the essence of that road has gone.
There, Many people have ventured and trudged.
One day, a man and a woman shall soon too come.
Either they might be a melancholy or a sweet fudge.
But then I have to word out my brisk reminder:
That road was such a seething sucker.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Highschool Relationships

Ever since the modernism struck teenagers, Having a romantic relationship with an opposite ex has become prevalent and conventional. Specially in highschool, being someone's girlfriend or boyfriend isn't deemed as villanous as long as you keep a right track of your studies. In fact, it actually spices up your highschool since you have an additional reason to wake up early every morning and cudgel your brains with those sleep-depriving exams and student stuff. You'll have someone who can perk your spirit up when you feel down towards a particular subject. You'll have someone you can set your goals with and celebrate your sense of accomplishment with. You could have an inspirational better half who would make you push it through though you feel like resigning yourself to the dreary fate that school gives you. You will have someone to be proud of if he/she receives an accolade from the school. There would be someone who wouldn't make you feel bitter of Valentine's day and instead, will make you feel pumped out and giddy inside. Most of all, You'll have someone who would make your highschool life simply unforgettable.

But the downside, it can bring a distraction instead of inspiration, isn't it?  What if you had a quarrel with your 'bae' and exams weeks are nearly impending? Chances are, your mind will be filled with bafflement and it will give you a hard time to study; Instead of facing a book, you would instrad grab your phone and text your friends while spilling the bits of those vehement thoughts inside you. Even if it seems sweet for you to have a so-called, 'loveteam' however, there is a tendency for you to lose your identity as yourself at school since every now and then, people would see you as: Girlfriend/ Boyfriend of *Insert name here*. Some guys will start to avoid you and back off since you've been known as 'Taken' at the back of their minds. You wouldn't be able to explore other circles and have more pals of the opposite sex. Your highschool life will be limited and worse, controlled by the one you gave your heart to. You'll have more constant fights since the both of you are still juvenile to handle those complicated situations. You'd flunk your grades since you spend more time having such saccharine conversations with each other in lieu of studying. Worst case scenario will be the emergence of teenage pregnancy. Let's face the music, highschool students are indeed venturesome up to the point where, if the temptations slide from their grip they would be filled with uncontrollabilty and might go beyond the bounds.

So as a highschool student, which one outweighs? The first or latter part? To have or to not have? Well, being involved to a next-level relationship depends upon the maturity and the priorities of the persons involved with it. If you think you have a good ability to juggle studies and lovelife while facing the consequences, why not take the plunge? Just be sure to make it LEGAL. If your priorities regarding studies, career and family are set straight and having a romatic relationship isn't not yet your thing as teenager, then I guess waiting for the right time is the best deal for you. After all, YOU are the controller of you life and everything relies to your matter of choice.

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Saturday, April 18, 2015

My Love for Quen

Hashtag, BURSTING FANGIRL FEELS ALERT.
(c) The Mile Long Bookshelf

LIFE IS REALLY UNFAIR.
If I'll say that I'm crazypants inlove with someone whose name is well-known throughout the country, I'll probably be considered as delusional. The people would slap me with the impossibility of us. No matter how much I scream my love for him, all of my efforts and attempt to reach out will end up futile. It's all because Of all the human beings I can fall in love with, I fell with someone atypical.
 (c) Starmometer.com
Nope, he's not an alien. He's still normal as you and I. A guy complete with two eyes, nose, lips, and essential human body parts, but only peppered with extra gorgeousness. For me, he's flawless. I mean, how can he just stand there and make all the girls swoon and drool as he passes by? Unfortunately, I'm one of those million girls he has victimized with his scorching hot damce moves and looks. Is he infused with hypnotic powers I can't resist? I mean, he's everything you can ask for. You'll often see him on screen paired with different species of girls yet he can effortlessly strike a match with them. His versatility is a bomb. I wonder how I can be one of those lucky personalities who can talk and touch him everyday. Call me a desperate *beach* but I can feel a twinge of jealousy with his assistants, makeup artists, stylists, managers, and even to his siblings! How lucky are they to interact with him normally like he's not a guy to die for. I know, my fangirl thoughts are getting overrated but I just can't prevent myself from feeling this way. I freaking love him.
I FREAKING LOVE ENRIQUE MARI BACAY GIL III.
(c) justinbieberfanfiction.com
               
 I know, I'm just a 15-year old nobody compared to that 23-year old ubiquitous hot guy. We're a great example of heaven and earth. I'm far cry from being his new girl  in lieu to the ff reasons: First, Age. 15, 22. Self-explanatory. Second, Distant status. He's got a million persons who know his name while I only have a few. Third, We have only met once... and it was nothing spectacular. The barricade ruined all my overflowing feels and I haven't even had a chance to take a shot with him. IT WAS JUST NOTHING BUT A PICTURE OF HIM FROM AFAR. Just plainly unacceptable. Fourth, Overflowing impossibility. No matter how much I brag to my friends that someday I'll make 'Gil' my echt surname. It just can't be. I'm very much aware to that fact. I'm invisible and everyone knows who he is. I'm just this wide-eyed girl who's been pining after him. What can I boast to those pioneering leading ladies who get to work with him? I'm just a scratch compared to them. Unknown. Mediocre. Invisible.
                               
                                Pretty much like this goat. :(

Quen, I know you're that guy I can just love from afar without getting anything in return. If it's hard for me to reciprocate someone else's feelings, how much more with you? Our worlds are definitely way too distant from each other. I'll just inexorably hope that we will cross ways someday. That once in my life your spotlight will be dimmed for me and blend with my not-so-bright light. I love you. This is beyond pathetic, I know. But I just do.
And that will never change. I love you, Quen. Not just because you're the Enrique Gil that most of the people know. But because you just happened to be the guy who made a big hit on my hypothalamus.


Purple kisses and hugs,


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Our Farewell's Beauteousness

 
Hey there, it's been a long time.
Each one's business thwarted us in touch.
I shall be a culprit, if only missing you is a crime.
Certainly, I ain't be asking for much too much.
However, I have to keep you reminded,
Your embraces and smooches are perfectly-binded
As though as they really existed to engulf my soul.
Time has never felt this snail-paced.
Distance has never felt this long-drawned-out.
A certain person not in sight never felt this crazed.
I've never felt the warm-fuzzies throughout,
Not until you've stumbled upon my insipid world.
Twitching it around with just a simple word.
'Til when should I insane myself with the timezones?
Still waiting in vain for a ring over the phone.
You call me up, but it ain't be enough.
Woeful tears cascade for my every huff.
Oh dear, Each farewell is a piece of sweet sorrow.
Nobody knows if the sun will illuminate tomorrow.
But every adieu is a fuel for this fire we've begotten.
Our adoration will ne'er be forgotten;
Henceforth 'till eternity.                
Won't be apart by any enmity.   

By: 



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Cheesiness

Everything suddenly turn best.
With my head lying on your chest.
Hearing your heart ponder per ponder.
Hoping the end is never.
Let's dream our dreams.
Every fiber of our being,
Empowers each other's whims.
Together, our souls shall sing:
I am pristine in your embrace.
Nothing will go wrong,
Most beautiful sight is your face.
Dear, to you I really belong.
Gentle knocks on the door,
Endless repertoire of laughters
Spilling gently on the floor
No matter how it resembles a corn,
Our pointless jokes are guffaw-buster.
Loving you is why I am born.
I know we are too young,
But I hope you're the one.
My old shell suddenly gone
In to the void with a bang,
As you constantly adore me
like a frigid frame hung
At the concrete wall irrevocably.
Everything seems a ball of bliss.
With your presence I aint want to miss.
My swain, full of pultchritude swain.
My shielded heart is what you ain.
Let's be crazy together, stupefying the rest.
Let them be awed why we're the best.

By: 


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Thursday, April 16, 2015

Mr. Right in Process


State of uncertainty
Do you really like me?
Is everything just a pastime for you?
You always leave me out with no clue.

They say you're a trouble.
But instead to stop I just fell.
It didn't burst my happy bubble
Nor took off my shell.

Changing you has been my mission.
I believed you were Mr. Right - in process.
But that was just a vast delusion,
I'll never ever be your princess.

Your words are fragments of trickery.
Resembling a sweet candy factory.
They are too good to be true;
My senses jolt out of the blue.

Nobody could say it better.
From others it ain't be sweeter.
You, idiot just complete my day.
But 'fine' is all I could say.

You cross my mind all the damn time.
I'd be a millionaire, for every dime.
Is everything just a trifle matter?
I loathe these feelings I can't alter.

Stop bugging me; I say.
But when my phone vibrates,
I hope it shows your name.
I wanna stop hoping! If I just may.
But your effect on me doesn't decay.

Mr. Trouble, please improve yourself.
This burning desire isn't for myself.
I hope you become Mr. Right someday,
and find Ms. Right on the way.

-MACG

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Sunday, March 1, 2015

#PromFeels.




Prom. Does this 4-letter word strike something in your thinking cap? Either you suddenly remembered that oopsie-loopsie moment of accidentally stepping at your gown, that all-night party with booming beats that made everybody go feral or that unforgettably majestic dance with the guy you've been crushing since God-knows-when. Prom is just just composed of inexplicable madness, isn't it?

Since I was a kid, watching those movies with magical prom moments make me grow envious. When am I gonna experience it? Maybe one year... 2 years... or 3 years from that moment. And now, watching how fast the time flies, here it is. Finally, that much-awaited and most sought-after night of highschoolers came.

But the night prior to that is filled with jitters and worries. I grew conscious with my look, am I gonna stand out? Is my crush gonna notice me? Am I gonna garner any accolade? OVERTHINKING almost detonated my mind. When we were fitting the gown, there was no trace of excite on my face. It shows nothing but a worried, poker face. It'll be my first prom ever tomorrow. Geez. I barely had a sleep that night.


Presenting, Mickey's epic worried face. Lol.


February 27, 2015. When I woke up that morning, I felt neutral. Seems like nothing epic is impending to happen later night. I was filled with negativity and all. Then hours whizzed like a blur. We already went to the salon to prep up. Damn, it took us 3 hours for my hair and make-up to be all-set! While I was on the way, my friends are already bombarding me with calls and messages since the entourage is about to start. We just had our new car and the fate got us stuck on a traffic jam! What a flop! When we got at Roxas Boulevard, we're clueless where Diamond Hotel is! Yeah. It was indeed a series of bummers all packed in one night. Albeit the aforementioned unfortunate events, we made it. We're just on time! Thanks, God. I was welcomed with my classmates looking so stunning with their ballgowns, mermaid gowns, Tuxedos, Suits and suchlike. But of course, my attention was majorly caught by one guy. He carried that suit so damn well and my heart kinda giggled at the thought. Good thing my photo-junkie Mom was there to take some shots with my fellows. Veering away from the kilig-thingy, (Haha) The entourage has started and I did my best to strike a certain impression to the judges. My smile was plastered all over my face until the cotillion presentation of us. I have to win. has become my mantra for that night.

Thereupon, the announcement of winners came. Here are the following awards: Lady Star of the Night & Gentleman of the Night, Mr. and Ms. Junior, Mr. and Ms. Senior, Best in Gown and Suit, Prom King & Queen and our school had an additional award courtesy of Ysa soap, Mr. and Ms. Ysa. I won't be a hypocrite to say that I didn't expect, I really did. But then if it's not for you, it's not for you and there might be reason behind it. Yep, you got it right. I didn't win any of the awards. But it's fine! I told myself that it's fine. I forced myself to be fine. I'm still the purple crowned princess after all. HAHAHA.  At the very least, my crush won. He totally deserved it.

Right after that, there goes the most essential part of the prom: Lights-off-and-nothing-but-some-disco-lights-Party! As if on cue, Uptown Funk played and everybody rose from their seats and jammed on! My senses have gone uncontrollable since groovy music is one of my weakness. Everybody (except for the wallflowers) did their own versions of dance and totally lost themselves to the dancefloor! Since partying all night is a part of my YOLO-bucketlist, i left all my wallflower tendencies behind and grooved with the peeps regardless how long my gown is. Ahh this is highschool life. My mind said. This is definitely what I'm wishing for a highschool life to be. Such a pristine moment for me.


After the booming beats and loud music, the songs suddenly shifted to those slow, romantic ones. I returned to my seat and let all those couples invade the dance floor. Single life rules and sucks at the same time. Haha. But then again, a thought suddenly boggled my mind: Mickey, you paid 3K for this hotel, you ought to enjoy it! I rose up from my feet and asked my gal pal to dance with even if it's a slow dance. Then a guy approached me a dance and another and another. It was such an amazing experience to have a talk with them while dancing to a romantic music. Of course, i had an incredible dance with my crush! T'was actually the longest one I had. We talked about certain topics while his face is quite close to mind. Dammnnn feeelsss. It's inevitable for a smile not to creep my face every time I think of that. If only I can pause that moment. Right exactly there. I would. But since I don't have a magical remote to do that, his friend suddenly dragged him away from me and exchanged partner with me. Owwwwkay? Dude. You had a great timing. Lol

The party was the highlight of the prom for me. Indeed, unexpected moments are the best. My prior thoughts before that night were nothing but bits of negativity. Just a good thing, I didn't let my defeat ruin that special night. Nice job there for me.
"Prom night has become the best for me. It is the quintessence of indelible events of a high school night."


PS: My crush sent me a message right after that oh-so-magical night. (Hihihi) :">

Purple Kisses and teddy-bear hugs, 




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