Destiny and Fate – two of the most controlling forces that
make two people gravitate towards each other no matter how far they wander.
They will cross paths despite the entire circumstance they are facing. Through
the years, they might fall apart but they will always find a way back. The
universe will be the one to cause them cross paths again and rekindle the love
they once had. They don’t have to battle against all the odds, because in the
end, no matter what they do the triumph is theirs. They are simply meant to be,
through all the trials and hurdles they encountered along the journey of their
love, they ended up being on each others’ arms - fortunate individuals.
On the other side, there is a couple who has been through a
lot. Every day is a challenge to survive. As they wake up on their beds, the
unpredictable happenings are getting stirred and prepared for the two of ‘em.
No one knows about the day they are about to face but there’s a high
probability they might end up into a major fuss and petty fight as the usual. No
matter how much they try, it’s always a flop. No matter how often the girl
pleads to God for them to get through that day peacefully, the guy inevitably
screws up, and that’s a signal for another round of clashing sides and
justifications. From the saccharine
exchange of messages in the morning, they end up into long, dreary arguments
which usually take a week to be totally repaired. The girl once asked her
mother, “Mom, do you believe that two people are really destined together? Or
we create our own destiny? As if I wanted this guy to be with me til the end of
time and we did everything to fight for our love, will we end up with each
other even destiny says no?” The mother answered, “No. I believe in destiny.
Someone out there is destined for you. You might have met him already or not,
but no matter how far you push him away, he’ll always find a way back to you.”
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At that point I realized that we cannot force compatibility.
If it’s not meant to be, it’s just not and vice versa. Bur they say we hold a pen
to this story called life, thus we create our own battles and we have a sense
of control on what happens in our lives.
So my mindset was, I cannot fully succumb to the power of
destiny. I wanted to create my own. If I want something badly, I would freaking
go out of my way and go get it. Should I step out of my comfort zone and get
hurt in the process, perseverance shall remain intact in my vocabulary. I am a
firm believer that if you want something/someone, you would get them if you are
willing to gear up and fight all those odds, sans the help of destiny and fate.
But I guess I have erred on that absurd theory clouding
inside my silly head. My strength, worth, energy and happiness will just be
discarded into drainage if I keep on pursuing someone just because I wanted
that person so bad. It’s like I am jeopardizing myself into an edge of a cliff
for an attempt of reaching what’s on the other end and the person who serves as
the subject of all these foolish moves is the one behind me, slowly pushing me
towards the deep abyss next to the cliff.
I have to raise the white flag and admit defeat; we are only
meant to become star-crossed lovers – opposed by fate and disapproved by
destiny. You might still love me (even your actions show otherwise) and I
undeniably feel the same way. But unfortunately, the stars just don’t align for
us, and I should lay all my armor down now and probably just wait for someone
to fight for/with me, not fight against
me. If it’s not on your will to be that “someone”
then that no longer holds an inclusion in my business. I have done everything I
could, enough is enough.
Xoxo,
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